i offically HATE methods and physics, why i even chose to go into engineering is so far beyond me its not funny.... think about it.... marine engineer means that i have to look after the ships hull, the life support systems, the propulsion systems and the water/gas systems.... thats alot of electrical physics, which, btw, i SUCK at, and its also alot of work, which i HATE

it really begs the question: WHY DIDNT I DO A SICENCE DEGREE??? or even an ARTS degree. yes, its gotten that desperate, i would rather do an arts degree then and engineering degree.....

two things:

1. its not that i hate physics as a concept, i just hate the work, my math SUCKS so all my problems are wrong cos i cant do logs and indices

2. personally i think that arts degrees are the dumbest degree you can do... its unfortuante that all thoes who wana go to melb uni have to do a general degree, but lets face it, how many ppl just do arts cos its easy??? clearly its inferior to EVERY other degree

(let me point out here that this is my opinion and if ur gona comment with something like 'hey, im doing arts' then i will delete it.... my blog = my opinions.... if u have a problem then get ur own blog)

but back to my rant....

i should have chosen a more general career path... that way if i didnt get an 85 ENTER i could drop down a degree and not lose my job that it took 12 months to get... not to mention my scholarship!!! cos that would REALLY REALLY SUCK!!!

but i got an enter calculator thingy and im gona get around 90 even if i get a 10 in physics :P

which leads me to belive that im not so much hating physics, just worried that im not gona like being an engineer... and that would suck more cos im signing up for 9 years minimum....

ok, i think im done with that rant :P

lately there has benn lots of study done... ppl ask me what im up to besides that.... NOTHING!!! isnt that SAD!?!?! WHERE THE FUCK did my social life go!?!?!

i hate VCE

thank god im not actually at uni next yr!!

so today i draged james to the state library for a few hrs, he didnt really study, he was having to much fun trying (and partially succeding) to distract me

then we got nandos for lunch and met up with nick, luke, al and cvp cos they were gona go see rush hour... there was a very amusing walk up elizabeth st, and then they got tickets and i dissapeared to go do some more work... but not before my phone battery died :(

thankfully the nice man at the 3 store gave me a new one and i didnt have to cry over spilt milk :P

so i had tutor this evening, which i guess was ok, although i still feel really stupid sometimes (hence the rant on hating methods and physics)

and then finally i got to go home... but i had to stop at country road and buy a red tote bag :P

and things are disappearing in pairs... first my bankcards at the library today, they oviously were'nt stolen... i hat so much cash in my wallet it was ridiculous :P and then my rings between this morning and my shower... i could sware i took them off with my bracelet and my earrings but.... and now im missing them andim very depressed about it

i hope tomorrow the little elf who stole them leave them under my pillow...

so whats on for tomorrow... i have to cancle my cards, then go to the library for some more study, fun, *not*, then over to james' then i have to go do a session at karate cos i havent been in FOREVER (ok, so it was on saturday, but thats still ages away!!) and then back to james' for dinner and either a movie or something else...

i hope ppl arent studying TO hard!!!

iz xx